Am i doing wrong??

erm.....listening Nicholas Teo's 痛徹心扉 when i writing this blog.Dun knw y everyday when i listening this song will hv a feeling of pain in my heart.(maybe a bit related to my daily life gua).Every ppl sure hv some good memory when they falling in love,all these memory is valueble and cannot be judged by money or any other thing.Even if you never start a relationship wif a ppl, bt u still hv some memory about all the time u spent wif her/him. 2day when i listening this song, i hv a different feeling.Suddenly i think of him,dun knw what his feeling nw leh?These fews day i jz ignore him and make him as transparent,maybe this will hurt him a lot,bt this is the only way that i can think to let him "die heart"....Actually i also dun want do like that de,if he nt suddenly tell me sth that shouldn't and always keep sms/miscall me which disturb me a lot, i think i will nt do tht de...haiz. If u really nt like a ppl, i think this is the way to avoid him/her gua.Maybe this is cruel for him/her,maybe he/she will 痛徹心扉 bt it is better let him die heart nw b4 let him gt disspointed soon, hope he will understand la.....haiz :(

*will be continued