H@ppy Birthday to myself ^^

hoho,2day is my birthday.Early early morning i go celebrate with my MSH gang's member edi..we go singk and watch movie 2day..I really very touched when all my friends sing the "HappyBirthday" song to me and of cz also the song tht ah beng sing(hmm,althought it nt really a birthday song bt i think i will nt forget it also de,nw think think har still felt very very funny..haha^^)anyway thx sir for giving face to sing those song..hoho^^..After the singk section, we continue the movie section. The movie that we watched is "Ratatouille",it really a nice movie. Actually it nt really a funny movie only,it also a educable movie.It mainly describe how a rat and the human appreciate each other friendship and hw they help each other along the storyline..wow,a touched movie for me^^After the movie section, we go Sushi King to have our "dinner" and there i hv a wonderful "dinner" wif my friends..After the 'dinner', we all then go back ourself le since hang out almost whole day edi.lol~~Anyway 2day is really an unforgetable day,thx to all my friends bcoz of all the wishes and the celebration and also the presents tht i received..Thx again to all of u,because of u guys then only my birthday become wonderful and unforgetable^^

Down Mood.. : (

jz back from my friend's funeral ceremony,my mood still nt so good till nw.During the last journey that we walked with him, I think a lot of thing. Those memories fly back to my mind tht time, I really feel uncomfortable when think all of this,however what tis time different is i'm nt crying. When i back home, i jz keep silent and still thinking y i'm nt crying..I ask my grandmother y i'm nt crying although in my heart really feel want to cry..hmm..My grandmother jz answered me :"Maybe he also dun want c u all cry for him,so u mai no cry lo"..Isn't true??I dun knw also...Anyway according what those eldest ppl said,we cannot cry when u send ppl for last journey,if nt that ppl will be suffered...When i heard this,another big question marks come again..Isn't it true,i dun knw also maybe it depends on hw the individuals think...For me,until now i also cannot accept his death..maybe it need some longer time for me...Anyway i will not forget this friend, I will always keep him in my heart...

Rest In Peace..R.I.P

Listening the song "Don't cry"while i writing this blog,but dun knw y my tears keep coming out from my eyes which i really cannot control..(sorry calvin i knw u also nt wish to c us like tht,but i cannot control myself..)..this early morning when i still sleeping, i receive a call that i never wish to receive forever in my life which told me one of my friend,Calvin has passed away at yesterday 2am...After the call, i jz stunned on my bed and tears keep coming out..my grandmother saw me like that jz ask me what happen, and what i can do tht time is jz crying and answer her a sentence 'My friend has passed away'....Around 1 pm,all of the college friends went to pay him a last condolence.During the journey all of us only keep quiet and i told myself cannot cry in front of his mother,but the time i saw him i really cannot control again....my tears keep coming out and what in my minds that time is all the time we spend 2gether..But nw all this has dissapear, what left now is jz all those memory...Calvin,althought u hv gone forever,but u will never gone from my heart,i will still keep u in my hearts always...Rest In Peace,my friend...