RUBBISH!!!!!!

jz back from college after rushing for one of the assg which due 2day,till nw also feel very blur and mood drop into a deep hole edi..><..I realy feel very guilty now and still blaming myself y not do it early..(p/s:if even i start early i think will end up pass up last minute also..><). Haiz althougth passed the work edi bt brain still keep thinking abt it..U guys ask me how was it, i think only 1 word can describe it.."RUBBISH"..Y? This is the most terrible assg tht i done so far, till now i also dun knw wht i have done for tht,u say die or nt la!!!!!!Haiz,somemore i passed it up late 2day..haiz,hope the lecturer wil nt mind for tht 4 minutes plz..Althought results nt out so fast bt i think i can estimate the result edi.Haiz,wht can do nw is study hard for final examination only..If not this module will jz gone like tht...ARRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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Dun knw y my mood suddenly so down now and even my heart a bit pain now,maybe is bcoz aftr listening wht "he" tell me jz nw..Or maybe is bcoz wht he did recently(p/s:dun plan ask me who is "he",i want to keep this as secret)..I also dun knw y i wil hv this feeling,maybe is bcoz he gt promise sth b4 bt nvr keep tht promise. I knw maybe is normal for tht and i also nvr expect wht he promise will become true bt i also dun knw y when he tell me the truth my heart really pain a while,maybe i edi take wht he promised as a hope or even hope tht will become a fact or wht..or i wht i told him b4 is different wif wht in my heart..haiz,really a bit regret nw and mood a bit bit down nw,maybe i shuld felt lucky is he wiling to tell me earlier b4 i step into deeper,maybe nw i hv to take some time to forget abt tht ba..>< About the second case tht mentioned earlier,i also dun knw what happen to him recently. I found out tht what he did actually is different wif wht he did when i knw him b4. He nt wiling to tell me anything abt him anymore,maybe he dun believe me anymore or dun want to share anything wif other ppl and choose to keep all thing as secret. Seriously i hope tht he is jz choose dun want tell me so much than jz keep all the thing in heart,if he is jz dun want tell me at least he stil can find other ppl to talk wif. Or else if he is choose to keep all thing as secret then i really worry tht he will think too much and the result i also scare to imagine.. Well, wht can i do is jz hope he will nt think too much and rmb you still can come chat wif me anytime u like as long as u willing share to me,then i will be a good listener for u. Thus frens dun think so much la, and plz dun gif urself too much of pressure le...
Time to continue my assg le,will be continued soon..><